I miss you so bad

when I’m all alone.

Good thing I can’t reach you

by email or phone.

God only knows

what I’m liable to do

if I indulge

my desire for you.

For now I am safe

beneath lock and key.

Your wanton intentions

no longer seek me.

If you only knew

how tempted I am

To reach out and touch you

Again and again

But this has to stop

and stop it I will.

Soon I’ll no longer have this time to kill.

You’ll fade from my memory

at least that’s the plan

Because after all

you’re only a man.

You’re not my lover

oh no, not at all.

And someday your name

I’ll no longer recall.